Still Grieving for Mate

When asked by others what I'm doing these days, I reply, "Chasing Wife."   Now, I realise that after a few weeks, the chase is futile. Yes, I know.  But, how futile is washing dishes, sweeping floors, changing linens on beds and cleaning the body?  Futility is in the eye of the beholder, and, for now, I prefer futility to reality.